So i need advice on relationships please?

Alright, Im going to try to make this as short as possible,


but me and this guy have had a past relationship of 4 months about two yrs ago. Then we broke it off. (too much drama)


Now he was seeing this other girl, but still had feelings for me.. and alot of them. So he would talk to me behind her back and cheat on her over txting last year. This year him and her were still together, one night after a football game we went out to a back road and smoked some cigarettes with him and my bestie and his bestie also. Two seperate vehicles well this time when his friend was getting him unstuck he hugged me and told me he missed me then came in for the kiss, and i pulled away AT FIRST then i eventually kissed him a few times more. ( him and the other girl at the time had been dating for aboutttt....10 or 11 months.)


Well after that him and I started seeing each other more and as time went on he would cheat on her still, but say he ';loved'; her. But just ';liked'; me.


but for about two years now him and I have had feelings for one another.


Well this time him and her broke up because of me, again one time last year they did for a day.


And this time its been about 4 days.


But anyways... so him and I hit it off.


But now all of a sudden he says he just ';likes'; me but ';LOVES'; johnna with his whole heart and ****, and she doesnt know how bad he cheated on her.


Him and I NEVER had sex i just gave him head. Thats as far as it went.


But anyways. My point is he told me he was done because his girl was so jealous and all this other crap and now hes like i want to be with her and i made a HUGE mistake and i LOVE her. So he said this to me:


';alright kayla... i really do like being with you and i think you are really fun to be around but serious;y i love johnna and i have to be with her... so if that means not talking to you.. i hate to do that but im willing to do whatever it takes to be with her she is my life and i am not going to **** this up again so im sorry but this is going to have to be goodbye';





And i said this:


';welll... i cant stop what you want to do. but everytime we've trued not talking and not being friends its always changed. and youve always told me you were done and what makes you think you'll be done this time around?


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6:26 PM


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alright logan, if you want to be with her then be with her. if you want me officially gone, then ill leave. but i cant promise you that ill forget about you, or quit looking at you, or anything like that... but what i can promise you is... your still the best thing that ever happened to me, and if you ever need me i will be arounddd... i promise. and i highly doubt ill get over youuu anytime soon..... so dont count on it kay?';








So ive liked him FOREVER and he told me he wanted me too, and i thought we were going to become something but now I dont know what to do. He lied to me and told me he was done with her and now he wants her back.





But the thing I dont understand is how he can go out of his way to cheat on her, but then still say he ';loves'; her.


He cheated on her aboutttt 60-80 times honestly.


And i felt horrible for it, but at the moment i was getting what I wanted for two years.





And now when i think i got them done and i stood a chance he shove everything back in my face.... Why does it always work out the way you never want it too?





I need advice....