I need advice on relationships and stuff?

Okay, I'm 15 (don't judge me by age, I'm pretty well rounded.) and I happen to be over weight. I am 5'8 and wieght like 230. I sound like a huge person but i really don't look huge. I also happen to be beutiful. I have been recommened for a plus sized modeling but i don't wish to persue that. Okay, I am also a straight a student and play football, field hockey and basketball. When Im in an off season I run a mile each day. I am the leader of my pack of friends and alot of people look up to me. But, I can't seem to get a boyfriend, and it wicked sucks. I don't know what to do. It's not like im discusting or act strange! Are guys really that shallow to only look at my body and say ew. Really people i need help here. Life is getting really bad having nothing to do when my friends go on dates and i am home on a friday night (as i am now) please give me good feed back, not something liek, 'lose wight' because i can't i eat barly nothing, a grape fruit for breakfast, a apple and milk for lunch, and a salad for dinner. andi get plenty of excersize. so idk what to do there but HELP!I need advice on relationships and stuff?
Why be desperate? When the right guy comes along, life will be so much sweeter. I am single, and a lot of guys ask me out. I don't really care. Single is the best status when it comes to high school. Plus, you have to flirt, if you really want to be noticed. You probably intimidate them.I need advice on relationships and stuff?
Well, you sound like a really nice person. My guess is that the guys at your school probably feel intimidated by you, because they feel as if your expectations for a guy are very high. This is also one reason that you want a guy who is secure withing himself. Don't feel bad, I also was in your shoes, all of my friends had boyfriends, but I didn't and I couldn't understand why I couldn't find anyone. But I finally just let it go, and when I did, I met the most amazing guy I could ask for and we have now been going out for 1 year. (By the way, I am your same age so I can relate). So I say this to say that just be patient, I know that that can be hard, but it will be worth it in the end when you find the right one, or when that right one finds you. But also remember, don't you change who you are, continue to be yourself. Because there is nothing wrong with you. And there is someone for everyone. Hope this helps! :-)

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